Me and Brinley were very close to sex today. The only thing stopping it was my hand covering. Crazy shit. I wore my sexy red thong and felt sexy in it. He made me orgasm 2 times from fingering.
I had a dream I cheated on Brinley with the Ex. I felt disgusted at myself all day. I really don't like the Ex.
I feel really weird right now. I feel ugly. Brinley's friends apprently said 'paperbag' when he first went out with me. That makes me want to get a hot body even more to have at least one good thing about. Feel like such an emo right now. Weird feeling of wanting to be emo and cut. WTF? I don't even do that.
I don't usually care what people say about me. I mean, someone said I looked like a rat on formspring and I wasn't even bothered.
I don't know why that got to me so much. Probably because I thought I liked Brinley's friends. He said they took it back when they saw me and said I was hot and had good boobs.
Maybe I'm just having a mood swing.
I still havn't done any revision. It's Brinley's fault because if I hadn't gone out with him then I'd've been revising all holiday.
Ugh.
I had a dream I cheated on Brinley with the Ex. I felt disgusted at myself all day. I really don't like the Ex.
I feel really weird right now. I feel ugly. Brinley's friends apprently said 'paperbag' when he first went out with me. That makes me want to get a hot body even more to have at least one good thing about. Feel like such an emo right now. Weird feeling of wanting to be emo and cut. WTF? I don't even do that.
I don't usually care what people say about me. I mean, someone said I looked like a rat on formspring and I wasn't even bothered.
I don't know why that got to me so much. Probably because I thought I liked Brinley's friends. He said they took it back when they saw me and said I was hot and had good boobs.
Maybe I'm just having a mood swing.
I still havn't done any revision. It's Brinley's fault because if I hadn't gone out with him then I'd've been revising all holiday.
Ugh.
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